Journey!

2009-11-10T12:24:00.000-08:00

I have
LOST
all my
HOPES
in you.

2009-09-18T15:14:00.000-07:00

19 september 2009.

Goodbye Alya Hamid aka EX-mum/mummy ;)

Have Fun over there in the UK. Study Hard k and must always think of DUST ( das )

Dun worry about DUST k. We will take good care of him ;)

We will gonna miss you mummy for things like

- Let`s go old town white coffee .

- Let`s go char kuey teow

- Let`s go Here and There..But never wanna invite everyone directly.

and many more.............

Not to mention Alya can eat like a FAT BEAST with BIG EARS :) but small in size . HAHA :)

p/s Nik can be our new wild mummy. just kidding.

see you in UK soon and we go for breakfast(lunch) .

And PQ left to UK yesterday . Everyone of my friends is leaving to study...

Then Nique left like 1 month ago

Then Hana left like 2 weeks plus.

Then Miriam left like a week plus.

Then Pat left with Tze 2days ago.

Then Alya later.

Then Kevin hoong on monday.

Then Nick and Das leaving december end to aussie.

Then Myself .

Then Dennis to aussie

Then the rest thats doing twinning here.

Alot tooooooooooooooooooo list but Im too lazy :)

2009-08-24T15:56:00.000-07:00

Everytime I think I talked about it the radio has to play songs that has a meaning to every single thing I`m thinking about. It might just be a fluck shot. Who knows ?

This song played after i dropped my friend off and also right after something we were sharing.*pillow talk*

" Let Me Let Go - Faith hill "

I thought it was over, baby
We said our goodbyes
But I can't go a day without your face
Goin' through my mind

In fact, not a single minute
Passes without you in it
Your voice, your touch, memories of your love
Are with me all of the time

Let me let go, baby
Let me let go
If this is for the best
Why are you still in my heart
Are you still in my soul
Let me let go

I talked to you the other day
Looks like you make your escape
You put us behind, no matter how I try
I can't do the same

Let me let go, baby
Let me let go
It just isn't right
I've been two thousand miles
Down a dead-end road

Let me let go, darlin', won't you
I just gotta know, yeah
If this is for the best
Why are you still in my heart
Are you still in my soul
Let me let go

The lights of this strange city are shinin'
But they don't hold no fascination for me
I try to find the bright side, baby
But everywhere I look
Everywhere I turn
You're all I see

3weeks or 4 months ? sept or jan.? Hard decision but is for my future buddies. Is something that I have to decide and not regret because is my future. I screwed up now I`m screwed for life !

I will put my Education above anything else. i was dumb before but not now. I made a mistake once I wont make the same mistake twice.

Being selfish for certain things it might be make u feel bad at the moment,but in a long run / future YOU WILL LOOK BACK AND SAY YES I MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE THAT I DID`NT REGRET.

If you want to be somebody one day PREPARE TO MISS OUT IN CERTAIN THINGY. SET YOUR PRIORITIES.

And you can fill your life back with things u missed out doing when you`re somebody in the future.

Life`s a cycle. Enjoy now suffer later. suffer now enjoy later. YOUR CHOICE PEOPLE !

I`m picking suffer now enjoy later After reflecting back on my life. I enjoyed the whole 2 years after SPM not mentioning the years before SPM. Is there results ? NO ! that also means ? I WASTED MONEY AND TIME AND LIFE ! is because i enjoyed my life over the limits. No I`m saying you can`t enjoy life. YOU CAN but always do it with limits.Therefore it all goes back to PRIORITY.

"This one step - choosing a goal and sticking to it - changes everything." - Scott Reed

"What you get by achieving your goals is not as important as what you become by achieving your goals." - Zig Ziglar

"Setting goals for your game is an art. The trick is in setting them at the right level neither too low nor too high." - Greg Norman

Tag

2009-08-24T15:40:00.000-07:00

I'm a very bad influence

I have. . .

[x] 1. smoked.
[x] 2. consumed alcohol.
[x] 3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] 4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[x] 5. kissed someone of the same sex.
[:)] 6. had sex.
[x] 7. had someone in your room other than family.
[x] 8. watched porn.
[ ] 9. bought porn.
[ ] 10. tried drugs.
TOTAL: 7

[ ] 1. taken painkillers.
[ ] 2. taken someone else's medicine prescription.
[x] 3. lied to your parents.
[x] 4. lied to a friend.
[x] 5. snuck out of the house.
[x] 6. done something illegal.
[x] 7. felt hurt.
[x] 8. hurt someone.
[ ] 9. wished someone would die.
[x] 10. seen someone die.
TOTAL: 7
TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[x] 1. missed curfew.
[x] 2. stayed out all night.
[ ] 3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
[ ] 4. been to a therapist.
[ ] 5. been to rehab
[x] 6. dyed your hair.
[x] 7. received a ticket.
[x] 8. been in an accident.
[x] 9. been to a club.
[x] 10. been to a bar
TOTAL: 7
TOTAL SO FAR: 21

[ ] 1. been to a wild party.
[ ] 2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[x] 3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
[ ] 4. had a spring break in Florida.
[x] 5. sniffed anything
[ ] 6. wore black nail polish
[ ] 7. wore arm bands.
[ ] 8. wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] 9. listened to rap.
[ ] 10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
TOTAL: 3
TOTAL SO FAR: 24

[ ] 1. dressed gothic.
[ ] 2. dressed girly.
[ ] 3. dressed punk.
[ ] 4. dressed grunge.
[x] 5. stole something.
[ ] 6. been too drunk to remember anything.
[ ] 7. blacked out.
[ ] 8. fainted.
[ ] 9. had a crush on a neighbour.
TOTAL: 1
TOTAL SO FAR: 25

[x] 1. had a crush on a friend.
[x] 2. been to a concert.
[ ] 3. dry-humped someone.
[x] 4. been called a slut.(everyday by chrislyn chew)
[x] 5. called someone a slut.
[ ] 6. installed speakers in your car.
[x] 7. broken a mirror.
[ ] 8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[x] 9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
TOTAL: 6
TOTAL SO FAR: 31

[ ] 1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[ ] 2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[x] 3. cruised the mall.
[x] 4. skipped school.
[ ] 5. had surgery.
[x] 6. had an injury.
[ ] 7. gone to court.
[x] 8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[x] 9. caught something on fire. [haha]
[ ] 10. lied about your age.
TOTAL: 5
TOTAL SO FAR: 36

[ ] 1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
[x] 2. broke the law in the police's presence.[ driving against the traffic ;) ]
[ ] 3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[ ] 4. got in trouble with the police.
[x] 5. talked to a stranger.
[ ] 6. hugged a stranger.
[ ] 7. kissed a stranger.
[x] 8. rode in the car with a stranger.
[ ] 9. been harassed.
[ ] 10.been verbally harassed.
TOTAL: 3
TOTAL SO FAR: 39

[x] 1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
[x] 2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
[x] 3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[ ] 4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[x] 5. been to a fair.
[x] 6. been called a bad influence. [ everyday]
[x] 7. drank and driven. [ safe driver ]
[x] 8. prank-called someone. [ hahahaha. ]
[x] 9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] 10. cheated on a test.
TOTAL:

Grand Total: 48

Drum roll. . . !

If you have less than 10, write "I'm a goody-goody"
If you have more than 10, write "I'm still a goody goody"
If you have more than 20, write "I'm average"
If you have more than 30, write "I'm a bad kid"
If you have more than 40, write "I'm a very bad influence"
If you have more than 50, write "I'm a horrible person"
If you have more than 60, write "I should be in jail"
If you have more than 70, write "I should be dead

FML

2009-08-18T12:57:00.000-07:00

!9 august 2009 4.25am

Yesterday(18 august 2009) I invited few friends to follow me to some club for a event. As I reached the club it was so dead that I can run naked inside without anyone bothering me. I then check my phone for the message and FML ! The message has this big reminder stating that is 19 august 2009, wednesday .DON`T MISSED IT ! - FML

Then about an hour later, we decided to go for a movie. So, I decide to go to the atm machine to get some money. GUESS WHAT ? FML again..I insert the atm card into the slot thingy typed my pin then I chose saving account like the normal things you do to withdrawn money from an ATM. THEN i realize it`s was a CASH DEPOSIT machine and It`s not an ATM machine. FML again.

Two stupid acts done yesterday..AWESOME!

2009-08-09T16:09:00.000-07:00

Will this be my last 1 month plus to enjoy in Malaysia before I continue my studies in UK ?

Which I think I`m gonna leave . Im not putting any hopes in my A-levels results.Therefore I`m taking a step ahead / a plan ahead for the worst circumstances which I think or predict that I`m not gonna get the results I need to enter my desire University choices.

So,This time I have to make a wise decision. Set my target, Set my goals and the most important element of all this is Determinations to succeed in life.

Nothing is impossible IF you keep trying.

Is hard to leave a group of friends that you practically grew up together, so easily and YES ! this is one of my biggest fear .......

2009-08-07T05:02:00.000-07:00

What hurts the most ?

Is having to look at my A-levels results in 2 weeks time :)

Then is the time where I have to make a decision .

Which I would hate that decision myself.

2009-08-03T14:06:00.000-07:00

This song is exactly what I`m telling to myself.

another reason for me to want to leave to UK as fast as possible.

2009-08-03T12:50:00.000-07:00

I`m kinda sad that my cousin left to US to continue his studies. Good Luck brother. Take good care of yourself.

Today I can actually feel the pressure of leaving. I can practically imagine myself leaving. I will miss all my friends like crazy. Btw guys I`m training hard to control my tears ;) so that I wont cry infront of you all on the day I`m suppose to leave :)

but i don`t think i can control that well. I can picture myself crying like a baby. :(

LET`s JUST NOT THINK ABOUT LEAVING..LEAVING SUCKS!

WATCH THIS VIDEO IF YOU THINK YOUR A FAILURE ! I CAN TELL YOU THAT YOU`RE NOT A FAILURE

2009-07-29T13:22:00.000-07:00

Decisions ?

Is something I hate the most in life.
Because decisions you make will lead to many stuffs for example Regret!
At the moment I`m deciding between a macbook pro or a normal laptop.
Macbook pro cost almost 7k and a normal laptop cost 4k ?
with the same specs.

I hope I will get a second chance

2009-07-21T03:27:00.000-07:00

What do you see in the picture?
Is the ballerina turning clockwise or anti - clockwise ?

Click here

VIEW IT WITH INTERNET EXPLORER ONLY!

2009-07-17T15:05:00.000-07:00

The most productive friday night :)

Futsal from 1am - 3am :)

and now I`m having the feeling that my body is not with me :O

I was listening to a song and I was thinking to myself. I think i didnt work hard enough to work thing out. :(
Sometimes I feel
Like I am drunk behind the wheel
The wheel of possibility
However it may roll
Give it a spin
See if you can somehow factor in
You know there's always more than one way
To say exactly what you mean to say

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication
It was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad then its time you spoke up too

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication
It was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad then its time you spoke up too

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an invitation
It was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad
Then its time you spoke up
Too

I`m disappointed

2009-07-03T13:38:00.000-07:00

I`m so disappointed in you.

I think this song describes it all

John mayer - say.

Take all of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all of your so-called problems,
Better put ‘em in quotations

Say what you need to say [x8]

Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you’d be better off instead,
If you could only . . .

Say what you need to say [x8]

Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for giving over
You’d better know that in the end
Its better to say too much
Then never say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open

Say what you need to say [x24]

2009-06-19T04:12:00.000-07:00

A levels is finally over for me !

I`m a free flying bird ..........

Let`s party people !

2009-06-12T14:06:00.000-07:00

Things to complete after exams and my 1 year holiday.

to get a body like this

Or this

2009-05-30T14:43:00.000-07:00

We can`t change the past
BUT
We can change the FUTURE .

2009-05-29T05:47:00.000-07:00

My high school hangout spot Jaya Supermarket.

is now

Jaya is going to be haunted.

2009-05-26T12:32:00.000-07:00

Sometimes in life we have to sacrifice
something/someone to
achieve what you want/a better future.

2009-05-24T15:32:00.000-07:00

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

Coz hear I am - still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries x2

I fought to the end to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets
Don’t know where the future’s headed
Nothings gonna bring me down

I’ve jumped every bridge and I’ve run every line
I’ve risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why

So hear I am still holding on
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
Yeah…

There are no boundaries
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
There are no boundaries x3

No boundaries ! DAVID MO YEE KANG 6 papers to study up ! NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE !

Nobody knows it but me

2009-05-23T14:34:00.000-07:00

Nobody Knows It But Me

I find this song damn touching ! I dedicate this to Lingesh.

This is why i miss High school

2009-05-19T06:51:00.000-07:00

MEMORIES OF US STAYING BACK IN SCHOOL MAKING FUNNY VIDEO PRESENTATIONS FOR INSTALLS ,IU DAYS AND MANY MORE :)

CAN SAY THAT WE BBIANS CREATED THE TREND OF HAVING FUNNY AND CREATIVE VIDEO PRESENTATIONS

ICBB INSTALLATION 2006

ICBB IU DAY 2007 : JAPAN

ICC CHARITY CONCERT 2007

AND SOMETHING THAT MAY OR MAY NOT MIGHT OR MIGHT NOT CHEER YOU UP

PRESENTING YOU :)

FUCK I GOT TO SAY I MISS HIGH SCHOOL !

2009-05-19T06:47:00.000-07:00

Is kinda cool the way they made the video.

2009-05-18T03:35:00.000-07:00

I THINK EVERYONE IS ADDICTED TO THE PART " GEE GEE GEE GEE BABY BABY...."

WONDER GIRLS OR SNSD HOTTER ?

Here i confess !

2009-05-14T14:16:00.000-07:00

This post is about something I did NOT regret doing !

19 years of my life I can say I did many things that i regretted such as spending money like there`s a pipe in my house, wasting so much time lepaking , NOT GOING TO COLLEGE MUCH , Not studying the way a student suppose to do , picking the wrong items and many more....

These are those things I did the most and i regretted it and this line will always appear in my mind "Nevermind try again " then some next time i will do the same thing and yeah I will say the same thing again ! and the process just keeps going round and round until today....

In few hours time I will be having my 1st paper for my finals in Alevels. To be honest I`m not that ready myself for this IMPORTANT exam.

Btw Im gonna sleep right after this post because is 5.30am

What made me type this post is by going through facebook photos !

Now im gonna tell you the one thing that i did not regret doing is letting her go from the relationship i know at the start is hard to let go. Many fights and stuff and even to the level that we did not talk for months . After all that I kinda regretted for my doings ! After days and months i slowly find all my mistakes my faults and i realize I changed to someone insecure.( so guys out there with a gf now never be insecure) Today I can proudly say I DID NOT REGRET for letting this relationship go because of the photos I seen on facebook tells me she`s enjoying her life her way a life that she can just do anything that she`s happy with and that really puts a smile on my face without a doubt. That reminds me of the last phonecall conversation " If u love me let me go " Im happy seeing her enjoying her lifetime adventure........

There is no point hiding the name . She = Jessica Yong.

This is something my friend said to me when i told her about Im happy seeing her happy now.

well,im glad to know that you're moving on and living your life sayang.cause i think its a shame for someone like you to hold back when i know you have so much to give.

THIS IS FOR ME TO CONFESS WHAT I KEPT INSIDE FOR KINDA LONG TIME ALREADY .

Im bored i tag !

2009-05-03T12:47:00.000-07:00

Answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? True
Q: Been arrested? False
Q: Do you like someone? True
Q: Held a snake? False
Q: Been suspended from school? False
Q: Sang karaoke? True
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? True
Q: Laughed until you started crying? True
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? True
Q: Kissed in the rain? False
Q: Sang in the shower? True
Q: Sat on a roof top? False
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True
Q: Broken a bone? False
Q: Shaved your head? True
Q: Played a prank on someone? True
Q: Shot a gun? True
Q: Donated Blood? True

Just be 100% truthful.

LAST PERSON THAT.

1. You hung out with?
- Abel , Lex , Praevin and Cheung yip
2. You texted?
- Isabelle
3. You were in a car with?
- Cheung Yip , Lex and Praevin
4. Went to the movies with?
- Kim kiew , Ky , Najee , Abel , Lex , Chun Lim
5. Person you went to shop with?
- Cant remember.
6. You talked on the phone?
- Isabelle
7. Made you laugh?
- Refer number 1
8. You hugged?
- Cant remember.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon?
- Moon
2. Winter or Fall?
- Fall
3. Left or Right?
- Right
4. Sunny or rainy?
- Sunny
5. Where do you live?
- Malaysia
6. Club or pub?
- Club
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on?
- Yes
8. Do you want to get married?
- Yes
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
- Twirl.
10. What time is it?
- 3.53am
11. Are you afraid of commitment?
- Depends
12. What is your greatest hope/wish?
- To Pass A levels
13. Do you cook?
- Abit
14. Current mood?
- Bored

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?
- No :(
2. Sang?
- No.
3. Listened to music?
- Yes
4. Danced?
- No.
5. Cried?
- No
6. Liked someone you can't?
- YES !

22 FIRSTS

1.Who was your first prom date?
- Jessica Yong
2. Who was your first roommate?
- Haven
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time?
- Haven been drunk before
5. What was your first car?
- Proton Waja
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing?
- Grandfather
8. Who was your first grade teacher?
- Pn.Evelyn
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
- New Zealand
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?
- Don`t have to
11. Who was your first Best Friend?
- Don`t have
12. Who is your best friend?
- None
14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
- Isabelle
15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman?
- Haven
16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning?
- Fuck Is 2pm.
19. First tattoo or piercing?
- Haven
20. First celebrity crush?
- Not into celebrity
22. First crush?
- Cant remember the name.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERRIE TAM

2009-04-27T12:41:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SHERRIE TAM

She`s the first amanian that I meet in tuition around form 2 i guess ? that sums up to 5years ago.

Thats how long I know you bitch ! :)

She`s the want that corrupted me !

She`s the want that I once force her to wear a skirt :)

She`s the want I kacau the most !

She`s the want that will pinch me every minute during ICC meetings last time !

So basically She`s like a mummy to me ;) Sayang you banyak banyak :)

I know these pictures is old but it brings back alot of memories :)

And the now us.

Happy Birthday MUMMY <3

and

Happy Birthday Loh Sifu !

2009-04-22T12:20:00.000-07:00

That day I was going through all my backstreet boys songs and few other old artist such as the moffats, westlife and many more songs that is famous during my primary school days :)

And i was listening to all the songs again 1 by 1 and this song bring back memories during my emo days and graduation by melaine c brings back alot of memories with my friends during high school . Everyone is going seperate ways towards thier dream .

"Crawling Back To You"

Everybody knows that I was such a fool to ever let go of you
Baby I was wrong
Yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know I broke your heart, I didn't mean to break your heart
But baby here I am

Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you

I know you're in there and you can make me wait
But I'm not gonna wait
It's the least that I can do, just to tell you face to face
I was lying to myself, now I'm dying in this hell
Girl I know you're mad, I can't blame you for being mad
But baby here I am

Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and now I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you

If you could see these tears I'm crying
Touch these hands that can't stop shaking
Hear my heart that's barely beating
You will see a different man

But baby here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you (come on)
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in? (let me in)
I was running from the truth, now I'm crawling back to you

Banging on your front door (darling)
My pride spilled on the floor
I was running from the truth, now I'm crawling back to you, yeah
Now I'm crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you

Memories

2009-04-21T11:39:00.000-07:00

Is exactly 1 year I started college and now I`m 4 weeks away before I leave college !

Is almost exactly 1 year I`m single.

I still can recall the memories and things that had happened around this time of the month. Najee and me was in Kenneth`s house waiting to go somewhere cause that time we don`t have our own cars so we had to tumpang around :) . So, suddenly Najee said something about this relationship with his girlfriend(during that time ) and being the so understanding me( which going through something similar to his situation ) We had a kinda nice emo talk about it :) and as time past both our girlfriend left our lives and we started to get close and became soul search buddy !

Out of no where came a stranger chong kye min wanting to join in (p.s : when he`s having a girlfriend )

If either Najee,Kye min or myself didnt breakup / have problems i dont think we would be this close now.

But look at the brighter side 1 lose a girlfriend that time i gain 2 buddies and many many more new friends.

To be honest during that time everyone of my friends were so damn supportive :) thanx guys !
Minus of you fuckers singing emotional songs and teasing me but overall you all were there to teman me :)

( Fuh all of you damn bangga d )

Faber drive - when im with you

2009-03-30T10:59:00.000-07:00

This song is nice.

EARTH HOUR !

2009-03-27T14:31:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS EARTH HOUR DAY !

PLEASE SWITCH OFF ALL YOUR LIGHTS FOR AN HOUR :)

8.30pm till 9.30pm

Save the world Save the cheerleaders :) wtf !

2009-03-21T12:46:00.000-07:00

60 EARTH HOUR

Let`s support earth hour ! Save the world :)

Places that is going to go dark on 28march2009 !

KL Sentral, Malaysia’s largest transit hub which houses :

* A World-Class Transit Hub
* Corporate Office Towers and Business Suites
* International Hotels
* Luxury Condominiums
* Retail Malls & Serviced Apartments

Will go dark in support of Earth Hour 2009!

DBKL has confirmed that Dataran Merdeka amongst others will go dark in support of Earth Hour Malaysia!

Other Buildings to go dark :

* Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad
* Dataran Merdeka
* Perpustakaan DBKL
* Menara 1 DBKL, Jalan Raja Laut
* Menara 2 DBKL, Jalan Raja Laut
* Menara 3 DBKL, Jalan Raja Abdullah
* Bangunan Kelab DiRaja Selangor

Malaysian icon the Petronas Twin Towers have confirmed its participation in Earth Hour 2009! The tallest twin buildings in the world will be turning off its non-essential lights for one hour in support of Earth Hour.

The entire Sunway Intergrate Resort will turn off their non-essential lights for one hour in support of Earth Hour!

Sunway Intergrated Resorts include:

* Sunway Pyramid
* Sunway Lagoon
* Sunway University College
* Sunway Resort Hotel & Spa
* Sunway Medical Centre
* Menara Sunway

and many more....

Let`s Make This Happen !

2009-03-17T10:44:00.000-07:00

Things to blog about !

Hang`s farewell is like 3weeks ago and im still too lazy to upload the pictures :)
But the best part of it is we had a very adventurous night after leaving KLIA and I made hang cried !

I wish I`m a little boy

2009-02-15T11:25:00.000-08:00

Why being a little boy is fun ?

I can tell you why .

You don`t have to worry about anything .

Everyone will wanna hug,carry and kiss you.

Everyone is your servant .

If you were to make a mistake with or without intentions, You wont get scolding.

BTW,I`m too lazy to think anymore WHYs.
Therefore I`m gonna show you the video :)
Why being a little boy is so fun !

Boredness Killed !

2009-02-14T14:14:00.000-08:00

I confess that in the year of 2008, I...

( ) stayed single for the whole year.

( ) got my first kiss.

( ) kissed someone new.

(X) made-out in/on a car.

( ) kissed in the snow.

(X) celebrated Halloween.

( ) kissed in the rain.

(X) had my heart broken.

(X) broke someone else's heart.

( ) had a stalker.

( ) mooned someone.

(X) had a good relationship with someone.

(X) suffered.

( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation.

( ) came out of the closet.

( ) gotten pregnant.( i will try )

( ) gotten someone else pregnant.

( ) had an abortion.

( ) gotten married.

( ) had a divorce.

(X) dated someone I'll never forget.

(X) done something I've regretted.

( ) lost my true love. ( Not so sure ? but i lost a girlfriend )

( ) lost faith in love.

( ) kissed under mistletoe.

( ) got a promotion.

( ) got a pay raise.

(X) changed jobs. ( From GSC worker back to student )

(X) waited until one day before to begin a project.

( ) lost my job.

(X) quit my job.

( ) dated a co-worker.

( ) dated my boss.

( ) dated my boss' daughter/son.

( ) got fired from my job.

( ) took an honour/ advanced class.

( ) broke the dress code.

(X) did something I was proud of.

( ) discovered a new talent.

( ) proved myself an idiot.

(X) were involved in something I'll never forget.

( ) painted a picture.

( ) wrote a poem.

(X) ran a mile. (Running 3days a week in the gym counted ? )

( ) seen a live concert. (Not a concert person)

( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch.

( ) posted a blog on MySpace.

(X) listened to music I couldn't stand.

(X) went swimming.

( ) skinny-dipped.

( ) went to a sleepover.

( ) went camping.

( ) threw a surprise party.

(X) laughed until I cried.( I think this is a common scene if you join us aday )

( ) laughed until I peed in my pants.

(X) broke in a line of waiting people. (MALAYSIANS)

( ) volunteered to help out others.

( ) flirted shamelessly.

( ) visited a new state.

(X) told someone I was busy when I wasn't.

(X) partied to celebrate the new year.

( ) cooked a disastrous meal.( This wont happen )

( ) drove the car drunk.

(X) lost something important to me.

(X) smoked a cigarette.

( ) lied about how old I was.

(X) got a gift I adore.

( ) got 'shit faced' on alcohol.

( ) took a nude picture of yourself.

( ) almost got arrested.

(X) prank called someone.

Tags rocks because It kills my boredness :)

Happy Birthday Myself :)

2009-02-14T14:11:00.000-08:00

13th Feb 2009 !

Thank You People For All Your Birthday Wishes !

LAST TERM TIMETABLE !

2009-02-11T10:49:00.000-08:00

Monday - Chem ( 10am - 12pm )
Maths C4 ( 12pm - 2pm )
Econs ( 2pm - 4pm )

Tuesday - Chem ( 2pm - 4pm )

Wednesday - Stats 2 ( 10am - 12pm )
Maths C4 ( 1pm - 2pm )
Chem Lab ( 2pm - 4pm )

Thursday - Econs ( 10am - 12pm )
Stats 2 ( 1pm - 2pm )

Friday - Econs ( 8am - 10am )

I hate Monday`s timetable and I can say BYE BYE to MOS on Thursday nights !

STARS FOR SALE

2009-02-10T13:00:00.001-08:00

STARS FOR VALENTINE`S DAY ANYONE ?

Price : RM15

Number of units : One only

Price : RM 9

Number of units : One only

Price : RM 8

Number of units : One only

If your interested please SMS me at 0122066599

TAG !

2009-02-09T12:03:00.001-08:00

The rules are:
1. You own a blog where you are going to post this to
2. You currently feel bored
3. You won't skip any question
4. You're Alive
5. You are going to send this to 5 friends to fill these up

Firstly describe the current you in 5 words:
1.Bored
2.Confuse
3.Lazy
4.Thinking
5.Lonely

Five things you love about life:
1.Family
2.Friends
3.Bad times
4.Good times
5.Everything

5 Famous people you'd love to meet:
1.Myself ?

5 Movies you love:
1.Anything that worth every single penny of mine :)

5 professions you'd love to have:
1.Engineer
2.Graphic design
3.A Lover
4.Fly
5.Teleport

5 Best Authors:
1.Who ?
2.Textbook authors considered ?

5 Inspirations:
1.Currently inspirationless

5 Favourite stuff:
1.Girlfriend ( Non at the moment )
2.Handphone
3.Computer
4.Ipod
5.Car

5 things you hate:
1.Nagging
2.Breakups
3.Stuck in the jam
4.Finding for parkings
5.Waking up early

5 favourite places:
1.Beachsides
2.Hilltops
3.Spacious places
4.MOS :)
5.Chillout spots

5 girls/guys you are currently liking:
1.Cheah ( 1st wife )
2.KK ( 2nd wife )
3.Lingesh ( 3rd wife )
4.Her ?
5.Her ?

5 Favourite people to chat with:
1. Everyone :)

5 things you wana improve more about yourself:
1.Be a better boyfriend
2.Pay more attention to my studies
3.Go to the gym more often ?
4.Stop going out everyday
5.Financial control

5 Things you would take to a desserted Island:
1.Nothing :)

5 places you wana visit:
1.Shanghai
2.Singapore ?
3.Thailand ?
4.Australia
5.Explore Malaysia :)

5 Things you really want:
1.Her !
2.nothing
3.but
4.her
5.:(

5 Songs that make you cry the most:
1.Beyonce - If i were a boy
2.David Cook - Always be my baby
3.Avril Lavigne - When your gone
4.The Script - The man who cant be moved
5.Flop Poppy - Masih

5 Most fashionable friends according to you:
1.Nah..

5 people you love the most:
1.Mummy
2.Daddy
3.Friends
4.Myself
5.currently NoN.

5 impossible dreams:
1.Getting her back ?
2.Teleport
3.Turn back time ?
4.Getting Straight As
5....

5 Dreams in the future:
1.Having a stable career
2.Having a understanding wife
3.No money problem
4.Happy Family
5.Travel

now send this to 5 people:
1.Do this if your bored :)

CHAP GOH MEI

2009-02-09T10:12:00.001-08:00

15 days of Chinese New Year has finally come to an end !

Angpau money collected this year is about ....

RM 100 + RM50 + RM20 + RM5 + RM100 + RM10 + RM5 + RM2 + RM30 + RM a + RM b + RM c ...... = RM 650 ( I think ? )

College is resuming tomorrow.

I think my timetable is pretty relaxing because I don`t have any morning classes :)

2009-02-02T13:54:00.000-08:00

Let`s give the blog a new interface.

in 10days time :)

2009

2009-01-03T05:34:00.000-08:00

2009 !

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

2008 is history!

2008-12-23T00:28:00.000-08:00

The song If I were a boy by beyonce can really make a guy feel bad. Im serious !

Reformat

2008-11-10T10:52:00.001-08:00

David is FRUSTRATED with his computer !

and HE is desperately wanting to REFORMAT his computer .

and btw here is a preview of 1 of the few designs that I`m gonna print.

THIS IS THE GUYS DESIGN

SIZE : M L XL

COLOUR : BLACK(CURRENTLY)

PRICE : RM 30

Words !

2008-11-08T12:20:00.000-08:00

REALITY Reality,in everyday usage,means "the state of things as they actually exist".

Reality is something everyone should face it like a man and not just hide from it.
Always accept reality because it would never changed its outcome. If it does it would be a very rare chance, maybe with a ratio of 1 : 1billion ?

For example , you did something that you know is wrong and you did it. And then one day you think back "Why did i do it ? ". And the reality is you cant turn back time, you cant take back whatever you did !

All you can actually do it just face it with a proper way.

IF IF is a very powerful.

If I did it ?

If I could turn back time ?

If I`m Bill Gates ?

If I studied ?

If I know how the world is created ?

and the list goes on.........

If you know everything the world would be a superdupper peace world !

Nobody will be sad/hurt.

Everyone will know what to do to prevent natural disasters , breakups and etc.

And the answer is " if I know the answer I would tell you,but I don`t know " .

2008-11-04T22:14:00.000-08:00

GOOD WORK ZAI !
ONE PROMISE DOWN !

PENDING PROMISE WILL BE YOUR SPARTAN BODY :P

Sunday, January 21, 2007

The Apology.

I owe everyone an apology. I ask for everyone's pardon. I'm sorry. For being emo almost 80% of the time. I know its starting to irritate you guys. I know its no fun when I'm emo. And now I'll change for the better. Be less emo. At least. This is my NEW new year's resolution. Heh. Sorry yeah.

Posted by that Zai la. at 4:11 AM 0 rants.

I <3 my parking skills

2008-11-04T09:31:00.000-08:00

A brief history of my driving.

I once failed my driving test because of my parking. I swear is not my fault, I dunno why i fail also because i haven even start parking the car . 5seconds later JPJ officer asked me to leave the car. Walked away with *wtf expression*

But today i want to prove the JPJ officer that fail me wrong ! YOU MUTHAFUCKER !

Rhymes with my mates

2008-10-20T12:51:00.000-07:00

Najee and kye min did a good job,
Rhyming their blogs,
Here I am to reply their rhyming post,
It might be better or it might be worst.

But I got to say kye min rhymes better than najee,
Without a doubt najee,
In your face najee,
I`m proud of my neighbour kye min,
Fuck you najee,
For wasting my petrol,
I know my waja is like raja.

Sorry najee for the honesty,
Because that is my dynasty.

Today rileys was fun,
Because winning Kenneth and Kye Min `s money was so fun,
Till I cant think of anymore fun,
Thank you Kye min for the drink,
Because is so yummy to drink,
I hope there is more to come.

This a short want because Im sleepy,
Is 4am and is not 4pm,
I know is short but I dun give a fuck,
Because I need my sleep,
You retard,
My class is at 8am and I dunno how the fuck,
Im gonna wake up,
Understand you fucktard.

Before I say goodnight,
I would like to say thank you,
For wasting your time reading this post,
Before I give u a lamp post.

Friends .

2008-10-18T15:13:00.000-07:00

Fuck Najee man. bloody emotional post in your blog. I always have that same idea as you. All of us living in the same house or maybe all around each other in the same area/section :) That is gonna be fucking cool.

Moving on,currently I`m busy thinking of t-shirts designs that will soon go public . Right ? Najee and Km .

Im typing this post at some odd hours of the day . Guess the time and u will get a free "something".
I think im having serious sleeping problem or my biological clock is screwed up..sleeping at 5am every day and forcing myself to wake up at 7am for college.

Before i end this.I would like to say ALWAYS TREASURE YOUR FRIENDS.Few days back I was thinking how can i apologize to a friend of mine that i hurt so badly. By the way sorry for this emo part :) So i think i shall stop here and hit the sack and wake up early for Ieka`s open house. Cheers

2008-10-04T03:31:00.000-07:00

Let`s revive this dead blog..Throw all the emoness and bring happiness into this blog :

David is currently busy with t-shirts designs..t-shirts will be going public next month. )

2008-09-10T14:15:00.000-07:00

Screening through all my pictures in my computer......without realizing that time passed so fast.

Many faces have changed.

Places.

Memorable events.

Is sad to say that high school is over....I miss my high school life .

2008-09-06T13:57:00.000-07:00

Should I work part time for a event company ?

2008-09-04T11:46:00.002-07:00

If I would start a biography one day. This will gonna be the front cover. :)

I miss playing around with PHOTOSHOP

2008-08-28T15:02:00.000-07:00

you talk to me
you speak with me
don't sink before you rise baby
don't fade away
you hesitate
you seem to wait
for all the time we had
feels like a world away
who's to say
we'll be ok
we're gonna make it through the night
don't wanna wake up in this state
i just want us both to smile
cause we're the same
and i know that we'll never change
look i bought your favourite ice cream
i dont wanna see it melt away
if you walk out now
i don't know if we're gonna be the same
baby just talk with me
cause i want you to stay here with me

2008-08-10T12:25:00.000-07:00

18 years ago I'm still a little baby boy. Today I'm all grown up big and fat .

When I take a look back my past. I realised I changed alot, good or bad I dunno ?

But I think I changed the most this year after something happened to me. At a moment I thought I lost everything as though my world is falling apart without that special person.

Today (present) I have already changed my thinking. Besides that I met alot of new friends and I got closer to some of my old friends that I seldom hang out with.

Yesterday my dad just left to Bangkok then back to Germany and today is my 1st day of 3weeks holiday :) .

This coming Thursday will be Ms.Yeow`s 18th birthday party. Still thinking what to get for her .

Is 4am now and I think I should go get some sleep because I just recovered from 3days of fever.

2008-08-01T13:57:00.000-07:00

5am.......and I'm wide awake ;)

wanting to blog something but I'm lazy.

By the way we are already in August. :)

2008-07-31T11:20:00.000-07:00

I bump into her after sometime. I think god is fooling around with me. If only i dun turn back and walk to the toilet i wont bump into her.God Why ? just only when i decided to move on..........

I was once like this song....not wanting to move on..and having high hopes or maybe u can say cheating myself ?

The Man Who Cant Be Moved.mp3 - The Script

Goodbye To You

2008-07-26T14:10:00.000-07:00

Goodbye To You.

Everything will just remain memories. :)

If your reading this. take care.

If you got time listen to the song by Michelle branch - goodbye to you. I think the lyrics is meaningful.

It means something to me.Its exactly my situation now.

Every good things comes and go.

So now is the time to move on.

And,

Is all down to FAITH !

Sorry for everything . This is what i can only do now.

2008-07-13T10:52:00.000-07:00

Is 2am !

class is at 8am :(

nitez !

Swam in deepsea :) Until Mr.Zai ..... to be continued

2008-07-02T08:22:00.000-07:00

We wont know what will happen in the next few seconds !

So we should just enjoy every second of our life before anything happens to us.

Treasure every single person u know.

Tomolo is gonna be another fucked up day. Back 2 back mocks exam.

You`re always my darling!

2008-06-30T08:11:00.000-07:00

I have made up my mind !

If she`s really mine she will always be mine 1day.

There is ups and downs in life .

I have noticed alot since the day the girl that i love the most walked out my life.

You have made a very big impact in my life in all kind of ways :)

You gave me happiness and everything that really made life so meaningful :)

2008-06-22T01:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JILIAN LIEW JILIAN

Your legal to do almost anything :)

2008-06-20T06:05:00.000-07:00

20th June !

I will have alot to blog about but i dont wanna blog because it might just makes me super emo. :(

2years if you did not walked out the door .

2008-06-19T05:13:00.000-07:00

Please have SOME respect for yourself !

2008-06-10T09:25:00.000-07:00

I think I`m gonna do something CRAZY.

101 roses !

2008-06-08T07:43:00.000-07:00

This is my 101st post.

101 might remind you of the cartoon 101 dalmatians .

101 can also means You are my one and only love.

I think your having alot of fun recently indulging yourself with happiness and joy .
I dunno maybe this is a way for you to move on, but for me i just cant get over you yet because we ended this relationship all because of me being insecure.If only I didnt started all this stupid things. We will be still happily together.I`m trying so hard to move on but...I just cant do it.Whatever i do i will think of you.Every song I listen to it will somehow reminds me of you. Your once my everything and also my one and ONLY everything.I wanna turn back time if possible.

Missing you !

2008-06-05T12:04:00.000-07:00

I know is hard to be the same again. Human makes mistakes. Im just a normal guy. I will make mistakes.If i can learn from my mistakes why cant you forgive me for my mistakes and start all over again. Things can be better than it used to be because if u dun go through a tough period in life you wont feel the pain and how important and the most important thing is you will realise what that makes everything goes wrong.I am still waiting for a chance.I know 1day somehow i will get the chance. I wont give up .

2008-06-05T05:52:00.000-07:00

This song somehow projects a message that what im actually thinking right now. ! this song is really meaningful . I really do love her. I wont give up. I will just keep chasing pavements until i get her back. i dunno what i love u this much also. love is blind. i know is somehow my fault !

Adele -Chasing pavements

I've made up my mind,
No need to think it over,
If i'm wrong I aint right,
No need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
This is love but,

If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

I wish this is only a dream

2008-05-31T22:13:00.001-07:00

I wish this is only a dream. Once i wake up everything will be back to normal.

I still cant believe your gone :(

I hate this feeling of being confused...I have so many questions left unanswered !

2008-05-28T04:48:00.000-07:00

SORRY

2008-05-23T05:36:00.000-07:00

I Can tell you that i did more things for you than my own family members.The love and care i gave you. I only bought my mum present once when im 7years old for mother`s day. =)

BUT.

I bought more things for u. I gave you the best.

To other People yeah. !
FUCK ME HARD FOR BEING AN NOT SO GOOD SON :(

2008-05-22T04:55:00.000-07:00

Maybe both of us is living a different type of world . a carefree world and for you everything u do you must a big dream to be the best.

I miss her badly !

2008-05-20T05:52:00.000-07:00

Today is special if everything is alright.Happy and stuff :( but sadly is not that special anymore.

Why cant sorry solve everything ? Why ?

Why is this world so unfair :(

Why ?

I still love you. !

2008-05-18T06:32:00.000-07:00

Why must I be an idiot ? If only I can chill and relax you wont leave me :(

Is going to be a month since i last talked to you.

2008-05-11T07:04:00.003-07:00

ALL THE BEST FOR YOU ! CONGRATS :P

YOU GOT WHAT YOU WANTED SO MUCH :P

2008-05-07T09:03:00.001-07:00

HACKING IPOD TOUCH FOR RM50

INTERESTED ?

CALL ME AT 0122066599

2008-05-07T08:14:00.000-07:00

Having bad flu and fever :( This sucks !

2008-05-05T06:10:00.000-07:00

I AM MISSING HER LIKE MAD LAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-04T04:02:00.000-07:00

There is these few songs I kept it running on my playlist since last sunday. This few songs makes me realize alot of things good and bad, happy and sad . But all i can do now is just wait .

My playlist

1.always be my baby - david cook
2.yesterday - leona lewis
3.buckcherry - sorry
4.matchbook romance - tiger lily
5.air supply - every woman in the world
6.firehouse - i live my life for you
7.lonestar - amazed
8.emilia - big big world

is already a week . i am missing you.

always be my baby

2008-04-29T11:22:00.000-07:00

THIS IS FOR YOU ! THIS IS WHAT EXPLAIN ME THE BEST NOW !

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my... my baby

You'll always be a part of me (oooohhhh)
I'm part of you indefinitely (oooohhhh)
Girl don't you know you can't escape me (ooooohhhhhh)
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (and we will linger on)
Time cant erase a feeling this strong (ohhhh)
No way you're never gonna shake me (oh baby)
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

You and I will always be
No way your never gonna shake me
No way your never gonna shake me
You and I will always be

2008-04-28T04:31:00.000-07:00

I am still waiting for you ! I believe We can get back together. I will always miss you ! I miss your everything !

2008-04-19T05:00:00.000-07:00

YOU WONT FEEL IT WHEN U HAVE IT ! YOU WILL FEEL THE PAIN AFTER U DUN HAVE IT!

I`M FEELING SO LIFELESS AND EMPTY .

ALL I WANT THE MOST IS YOU !

I MISS YOUR EVERYTHING !

PLEASE :(

2008-04-13T04:48:00.000-07:00

Walking an aimless road ! with lots of confusion running in my mind ! i am living a life of nobody !

2008-03-24T10:34:00.001-07:00

I GIVE UP !

I am sick of playing the game !

I Suck !

I am the pain !

BE STRONG

2008-03-07T18:13:00.000-08:00

Praying For A Good Results For SPM !

I Guess I Have Made The Hardest Decision In My Life !

By Leaving The Person I Love The Most and My Friends For Years For Something That is Way More Important That Is My Future !

If My SPM Results Is Good I Will Be Heading Off To UK !

2008-03-01T10:45:00.000-08:00

My upcoming post that i mention in my previous post will be up soon !

HAVING SOMETHING IS LIKE YOUR NOT HAVING SOMETHING !

WHEN YOU NEED SOMETHING , SOMETHING IS ALWAYS NOT THERE !

I AM ALWAYS THINKING TO FIND A SOLUTION OR MAYBE A DECISION TO ALL MY QUESTIONS !

HOPING EVERYTHING WILL BE BETTER AFTER COLLEGE STARTS

I SHOULD HAVE GONE FOR A LONG HOLIDAY !

I WANNA HAVE SOME TIME TO RELAX MY MIND !

YOU HAVE TO LET SOMETHING GO IN ORDER TO GET SOMETHING BETTER IN RETURN !

EMOTIONLESS

2008-02-29T02:55:00.000-08:00

I THINK I NEED A BREAK !

I CANT TAKE ALL THIS THINGS THAT IS GOING AROUND MY LIFE !

I REALLY NEED SOMEONE WHOM I CAN REALLY TALK TO !

I REALLY NEED SOMEONE TO CARE FOR ME !

I REALLY NEED SOME TIME OF THE WORLD !

I DON`T KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME ! ( AM I STILL THE SAME OR I HAVE CHANGED ? )

I REALLY NEED TO FIND AN ANSWER TO ALL THOSE QUESTIONS THAT IS RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND !

I KNOW I HAVE TO DECIDE A LOT FOR THINGS MYSELF NOW !

I AM VERY CONFUSE !

I AM GOING NO WHERE !

I AM LOST !

SO LOST !

PAIN THAT NO WANT CAN SEE OR UNDERSTAND !

IS MAYBE ALL BECAUSE OF MYSELF !

I REALLY WANT THINGS TO BE LIKE 2 OR 3 YEARS AGO !

WHEN THINGS WERE`NT THAT COMPLICATED !

2008-02-20T22:19:00.001-08:00

UPCOMING POST IS GONNA BE LIFE IN SECONDARY SCHOOL !

By The Way I Think This Pic Of My Lousy Girlfriend With Lousy Boss Is Kinda Natural

Who`s The Next Gay Top Model Asia ! (Finalist)

DAVID

LaLa Chong

2008-02-20T22:13:00.000-08:00

Boys Like Girls - Thunder

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today Im on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Yeah Im walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

Heading To NO WHERE !

2008-02-20T07:53:00.001-08:00

Life after secondary school is just so hard to move on. I`m serious ! Everyone is starting to move towards thier dream and some is working to waste extra time at home while waiting for SPM results to be out ! As for me i took a long break from working cause i just felt that is freaking lifeless working everyday and not having any social life is just sad !

As you all know most of our friends has started college in January.That means all of them is freaking busy with thier new friends and homework and stuff which doesnt really have much time to hang out with unless during the holidays. Regret not starting college in January, cause i think im seriously wasting alot of time and doing alot of meaningless stuff . I miss secondary school when all of us used to chill at the Mamak after school then invade the damn CC. Sadly after we finished our secondary life Jaya is like a dead zone for us no1 hangs out there. The atmosphere in the mamak and the cyber cafe we used to hung out there is dead silent. The workers there looks so dead and we dont feel like how we used to feel during our school days there.

I MISS THOSE LAUGHING AND BANGING SESSIONS WE HAVE IN THE MAMAK :(

I MISS WALKING AROUND JAYA WITH SCHOOL UNIFORM AND SWEARING LIKE IDIOTS :P

I MISS STAYING BACK IN SCHOOL FOR NOTHING

I MISS OUR TRAINING SESSIONS !

I MISS GOING ICC MEETINGS :)

I JUST MISS SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE !

After leaving secondary school u can really feel that sad feelings that you wish secondary school can go on for another 5 to 10 years .

Everyone wont be that busy with college and work we all can come out and chill ! we dun have to work freaking hard to maintain our results cause during that time we have this mindset of chillax SPM long way more :) fail SPM can go college..but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....

Everyone now is studying so hard to cope in college because the subjects is hard and everyone doesnt want to fail and everyone is hoping to get scholarships and get into a good university and leave malaysia and have a good life later on.Thats y we have to always sacrifice !

Few of my friends has already left to overseas to further thier studies which is really sad cause u might not be able to see them again. So we can all just keep in touch with them :)

Everything is just so so so so so this year ! I have this very lonely feeling i dunno y ? is like u want to see ur friends is not that easy as last time we can just meet up and time and chill..Everyone is just so busy...WHY U IDIOTS HAVE TO BE SO BUSY !

I Never felt like this before..this feeling is just so hard to describe.. I seriously miss all my friends !

Btw those got selected for NS(first intake) is coming back soon but those got selected got NS(second intake) has to leave for 3 months :(

Heading To NO WHERE !

2008-02-20T07:53:00.000-08:00

2008-02-04T08:47:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone !

I`m kinda busy to blog so often is because im busy working and earning more money to support 10 wives and 10 little cute boys and girls :)

Since NOVEMBER 2007 I David Mo Yee Kang made a promise with Jessica Yong Hui Queen that he will go back to the gym and cut down all his extra fats :) But I broke the promise :) and NOW she calls me fat boy :( [fat is good :)]

Btw the way before i end this meaningless blog WING HANG drives better than ADLAN :)
ADLAN u cant drive :)

and jessica is so mean to me... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SPM IS OVER :)

2007-11-26T10:41:00.000-08:00

SPM IS OVER :)

OFFICIALLY AN EX-SCHOOLBOY

2007-08-25T06:08:00.001-07:00

3days in PANGKOR LAUT RESORT ! 2days In IPOH that makes up half of my holiday!

UPDATES LATER !

70th post !

2007-08-12T08:33:00.000-07:00

This is my 70th post :)

Last friday on the way back from school and i heard I dont wanna miss a thing by aerosmith was playing and im listening to the lyrics.The lyrics is exactly wat i was feeling this few days... :(

i really do miss her :(
I dunno why but i really do miss you darling i never felt this bad of missing u :(
Everyday your image is like a movie in my mind that kept repeating all over again :(
Sitting by the side alone waiting for u to reply :)
I love u so much !

YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL

2007-08-06T08:48:00.000-07:00

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Your Guardian Angel Lyrics

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

2007-08-04T11:53:00.001-07:00

I dunno what to blog !

Trials is so freaking near !

Is freaking 3am in the morning and im still so wide awake !

I got stopped by a FuCking police on the way back to Jaya because i drove against the traffic haha XD for fun XD who cares ! policeman rocks these days they just say Jangan buat lagi :)

This few days im in a freaking confused mood !

My darling is PMSing since tuesday :( today shes better :)

I miss her so damn much !

Sometimes im just being too overprotective :( i dunno why ?

I guess most bf is overprotective sometimes ?

I love her :)

I wanna hug her so much rite now :)

Right at this moment nothing is going through my mind but her :)

My darling piggy is sleeping rite now like a pig XD

She can sleep the whole day if i dont wake her up :)

She`s a camwhore ! XD

I got alot alot to type about her XP but i wont type all cause is going to be endless :)

She`s crazy over a ZARA DRESS :) hahaha but she dont let me get it :(

lalalalladedoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

i want my darling i want my darling i want my darling i want my darling i want my darling !

i want my darling only ! nothing but her :) JESSICA YONG HUI QUEEN :)

GOODBYE INTERACT !

2007-07-08T04:56:00.001-07:00

GOODBYE INTERACT :(

After 3 being in the Interact Club everything has just came to an end of my Interactor Life ! I still remember the first time i attended the Interact Seminar held in Taman Petaling Girl School.All of us was so eager to attend the seminar cause we could meet lots of girls and maybe old friends.Basically the main purpose i and im sure you all joined interact for the same purpose :) . Then that day was the first time i meet miriam,jilian,belle and some other girls and guys.Then slowly kim and faye made an outing with the amanians. Then slowly there where BB and Aman got closer and closer.Those were the times la going out to OU nearly everyweek meeting up each other walking around , laughing out loudly around OU.haha :) im so missing those times when things didnt change so dramatically so much.Sometimes i wish we could just stay at those times having fun together :( but no matter what we have to grow up and be more mature and move on.

3 years passed so fast,In this 3 years i have changed alot and im sure you all have changed alot too.Joining the Interact Club really did alot of impact towards me.Making so many new friends and learning so many stuff.I learned alot during the preparation and planning of the interact charity concert.Having to go through so many obstacles before we even get into the second part of planning.No matter what with the guidance of our humble and friendly Rotarian Kevin Yong and Vanushia with her good leadership and the hardwork and time the ICC Council Members have put in to make this concert a real success.We manage to make a bigger profit than the previous ICC Board.All the planning skills,leadership skills,time we spend together making the concert a success will be kept with me forever :)

Sadly all this has just came to an end.Stepping down as the 41st vice president of ICBB.Im half happy half sad because i really miss those time when im so busy with all the works but now im feeling so free nothing to do.

In another 4 months our last major exam in secondary school is coming closer to us :( so we have to really start studying now and do well for it. We have to really stick our asses to the chair and study.So now im not going to bother about anything till spm is over.I`m slowly now having the eager will do studying is because of my darling :) i think she has made some impact in my life too :) i love u darling !

And

This is some random crap that i spammed while chatting with aishah! haha

I miss icc

I miss Wednesday

I miss crapping lame jokes

I miss choosing dates

I miss coming late for meeting

I miss mamaking after icc meeting

I miss icc concert

I miss dance practice

Practically our world of fun has just disappear in a glimps of eyes

Now everyone is busy getting ready for spm

Less fun

School is dead..

Everything is starting to get so dead and all memories starts popping out

Gempak sial like poem XD

Haha

I wish i could turn back time and just freeze those moments.

Those smile of happiness the faces of disagreement

I wish i could

I wish there is another icc concert

I wish there is another year for us..

Time is passing faster than a bullet train.

Spm is just around the corner.

Every movement we take

The time goes tick tock tick tock

Kakak worried now ?

2007-07-05T07:10:00.000-07:00

Firehouse - I Live My Life For You Lyrics

Y'know you're everything to me and I could never see
The two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you and no matter what you do
I promise you my heart

I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before

Chorus:
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I dedicate my life to you, you know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you and there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together

I just can't live without you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before

Chorus

I live my life for you

2007-06-30T06:34:00.000-07:00

200607 !

One year anniversary !

We are still as loving as ever :)

I LOVE JESSICA YONG HUI QUEEN !

P/S if anyone of you wanna comment saying this post in Jiwang ! alt + f4 please XD

2007-06-19T06:39:00.000-07:00

I Passed my driving test !!!!!!!!!!!!! XD